You

I guess you can call it "untrustworthy" but I call it pain. You don't tell me anything and better yet, you text so secretly and have to take all your calls outside. I have not designated this blog to benefit you in a way that you have "power" over me, but to vent. I need to speak to the world instead of you. You fail to appear like you care or even that you understand the words escaping my lips. You float around in life like it owes you something and everything you do has no consequence. Let me just remind you, that the heart is not a toy, but a gift. That trust is not a "given", but earned and that love doesn't exist to burn down people and their hopes. I love you...I do. No doubt about it. The things I'd do for you are unimaginable and probably somewhat reckless. My every breath is dedicated to you. My every step is for you, towards you. My every day life is planned around you. My everything is just for you. But I digress. It's the simplicities in a relationship that I'm asking for. Don't just tell me you love me but mean it! Don't just say "I'm the one for you." but mean it! Don't lie to me, Don't cheat on me, and more then anything appreciate me. I'll be leaving soon...just to let you know. I don't think I can hang on to something that has a slippery grip any longer than I already have.